Stormy Nights = Dangerous Dreams

Our much awaited ice/snow storm came in the middle of the night last night (it had supposed to come at like noon yesterday but whatev). It started a bit before I went to bed, just messing with the cable and net signal... but then I slept through it and when I woke up I didn't know why my [annoying] little sister was in the bathroom, it was already ten! lol

So I found my brother and he said school was cancelled, I get to thinking "wow, our district might as well call school off all winter!" since it didn't seem like the storm had happened and they were just fearful that it would and the roads would be too bad for the buses to drive on... But nope, apparently we got like 2 inches of ice! Eek! I can't wait to eventually move back to FL [or PR w/ Sizzuryp!]!

Okay so thats the gist of the stormy night... Now for the dangerous dream. Well a friend of mine recently found out that she's pregnant with numero dos y su hija nacio despues de mi hijo. Lol I forgot to put the disclaimer that I randomly speak spanish in everyday conversation! I just wrote that without even meaning to!

okay so back to the background story... Her daugher is a little younger than my son, and her eggo is now preggo with baby #2. So we were talking and she was like "you have to be preggo with me again! get on it! Little boy needs a sibling!" I of course was like "OH. EM. GEE. you did NOT just wish that upon me!?!" I would LOVE to have more children (between 2-5 more!) but now is just not the right time!

Apparently the dream was a continuation of the "what-ifs" that that particular convo proposed. It would not be a good thing at all if I were to get pregnant now. I don't believe in abortion (or the MA pill) for me... But I honestly do not see how I could raise two LO's by myself, and go to school, on no income :(! Ugh all I know is it better not come true! PP here I come lmao! I do guess there is always adoption, but that would be the hardest thing for me to do I think. I don't think i'd be able to go through with it... Especially because I know i'm a great mom to my son. Oh well though I'm just knocking on wood and i'll be making an appt to PP asap!

Be safe. Be abstinent. :teehee: